1 yr to go 1 yr to go, actly less than that.
army's half gone now. but to hell with that.
i've toned down a lot from my younger days. less impulsive, really way less. yet i find a quality which i used to possess that really, i can only find minor traces of it now. that is, sad to say?, being a nerd.
i dont know why i've lost interest in most things academic, yet at times when i devote myself to a topic, i would not rest until the thirst for knowledge is satisfied. it reminds me time and again that I still have this quality in me, it's just that I'm always distracted by everything else around me.
i should start and claim back this trait. sigh. yet i still want to retain my adventurous self! whatever happened to jumping down a flight of stairs just to slap ur friend's back. or saying "stand up for singapore" when the teacher walks in!
whatever happened to reading a history textbook in p2! or spending one afternoon, reading a book without distractions! or sitting at popular(then) and reading and reading!
i dont really like current self, but i will change.
back to the same old. full circle