on one hand, i always want more time for myself, on the other hand, i still wanna go out on weekends to chill. seems like i am still unable to find the balance btwn me and others. haha is that a good thing or bad, i guess it's for me to find out.

this weekend was spent with my parents, finally got myself one of those cheapo long sleeved cotton solid black t-shirts, hehe. and i think i kinda finally realized how skinny i am. hai. doesnt look good. i need a BIT more meat. hahaha

tmw will be the first outfield in some time now, not the last that's for sure. but i think, tho im in deep shit coz i really forgot a lot of the stuff that i've learnt, im ready to make the best of my remaining life here. given up the thought of going to band, i think i'll just make myself a very very combat and physically fit soldier (: my aim is to clear SOC and IPPT with ease, something which apparently is easy to do.. ahhah

fittest i've been since army started, yeah even fitter than bmt. and i intend to maintain this.

i guess life has gotten tougher, this year can well be said as my most exciting year so far. so many things going on in my life and well, i'm still living through it.

on a side note, i guess i've made more closer friends this year. planning who to meet on weekends really adds the depth in relationships. something that i guess was lacking in the other 90% of relationships i've had in the past years.

i'll make sure i treasure the things i have prepared in my head (:

and adding on, thanks to those who have been with me for this year (:

cheerios! jungle here i come (: sign extra lo!