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Australia 2012.
mneo
6:58 AM
Thursday, December 31, 2009
new year resolutions:
1. gain courage to do the things i like without others changing the way i feel.
2. be less involved in the worldly affairs of those around me.
3. find myself.
its 2010 in roughly 1hr time. no reflections on 2009. like every year there's the ups and downs. happiness and sadness. it's not been particularly sad/happy. just okay.
2010? i hope it'll be the best year yet. many life changing events are set. hopefully all goes well.
happy new year
8:54 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
identity crisis
4:39 AM
hm in this age of affluence? we assume each other to have what we deem as ubiquitous to our life. like an mp3. a phone with a coloured screen. a computer. the television. haha but who's going to remember the days when we didnt have any of these luxuries? or perhaps you're one of the lucky souls who was born with a silver spoon in your mouth. no offense meant, but it's just kind of 2nd nature for us to assume that we all are affluent now. but such 2nd nature makes us lose our sensitivity to those around us.
maybe it's coz of the nature of our school, where mostly the students are quite well to do? so it seems all normal when we see each other with an iPod, a Macbook, some kind of touch phone, and not to mention it's normal for us to see each other's handphone change every so often.
but i kinda got a shock when mixing arnd with non-school friends, u really get to see people from all walks of life. so certain assumptions i had of people in school were proven wrong. u see people using black and white phones, shoes all torn and tattered. and when asked where to eat, the answer is without fail, hawker fare.
so yeah i think people who are used to seeing affluence all around them should take a step out and mix around with other people who might not be so well off. it doesnt take an OBS camp or a trip to a developing country to teach us to not take things for granted. just mixing around with more people and taking a look at the suburbs of our very own country can teach us a lot of things that we surely can learn about.
so take a look around. since well there are lessons to be learnt everywhere.
4:23 AM
Friday, December 25, 2009
merry christmas! well at least the phrase goes like that..
inflow of info from everyone, everywhere. i should take a step back. listen to my own stuff for once. havent been doing that for quite a while now. and no one listens to my stuff anw. soo might as well i listen to myself (:
and so i say byebye to those arnd me. for a while.
manipulation and cheating.
1:25 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
christmas tomorrow.
it's been a bz month, a bz 2 years. everything's been bz. but worth it i suppose.
things have changed. (: for the better.
regrets. about not spending my time to its maximum. JC life seems to have not been maximized. but well? its over and for the first time i suppose i've been doing what i like to do and want to do. (: certain things of course cannot be accomplished at this point in time, but for now i'm content with the amount of activities i have on hand (:
merry xmas everyone (: let it be the best one yet (:
i love you (:
12:29 AM
wq... HI
yeah okay thats the end.
hahaha
2:43 AM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Tonight the sky above Reminds me how to love Walking through wintertime, the stars all shine The angel on the stairs Will tell you I was there Under the front porch light On the mystery night
on another note,
Trust broken. It's kinda sad. How much one can take is so limited. Is our mental capability so weak that we give up the moment we fall? Have I vested my trust in the wrong people? We took a risk. It doesnt seem to be paying off.
But what is done cannot be undone can it? I just hope for the best.
Sorry.
7:51 PM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
ah jan is coming!
many many more things to do
4:33 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
just how many types of love can one show before being misunderstood? or is there just one type of love? or is it just the extent of love?
someone tell me!
4:22 AM
then
(:
9:39 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
it's getting hard to decide what exactly do i want to do in the future. nvm shall attach if i can to find out. (:
and well shall see if they even want me or rather if my results can make it hahaha
time to sleep after that helluva night! (:
nitenite!
6:48 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
anw do chk out the music player to the left! :D hope you enjoy it!
6:28 AM
What is one man's life compared to the eternity of time and space? No more than a snowflake that glitters in the sun for a moment before melting into the flow of time.
In nature, humans and beasts, are all kin. Helping each other is the law of the living.
haha random stuff from a comic book i'm reading. called "buddha"
religion is indeed interesting. the many ideologies that are put across, the messages, makes me think about the society we're in at large and how much we have progressed. or regressed. from being able to sacrifice oneself for one's country to seeing national service as a form of a "time waster". maybe if we didnt have to make it big in life, and we weren't hammered with the "get good education, get scholarship, get good job, lead good life" mentality, maybe we wouldn't be working so much for self-interest. just maybe. but then again i've not seen much of the world so i wouldnt know for sure.
but dont u think that most of the things we're doing now is what we've been told to do? how many desires do you have? and of these, how many can be considered your own desire and not what ur parents/teachers/friends etc tell you to do? do you desire ur choice of course in university coz of ur dad and mom or because that's really ur interest?
pharm camp tmw, hopefully it'll tell me what i want to do. esp since after a real good attachment! i need to decideeeeee ): decisions decisions. but i've been told to get a good course in uni anw. so my decisions are still biased.
and is it true that all forms of discourse are biased? forgot the person that said this. good thing to think abt tho.
and of i go to pharm camp! not back till wed! tata people :D
hi jy (: yay one additional visitor!!! hahaha u get prize if u're my 10000th visitor!
learnt quite a bit this week! hopefully nxt week too! (: thanks to dr teoh! :D and the whole department :D
6:56 AM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
again the book i read, it says a prayer should be a prayer of gratitude and not supplication. and that is why people think that prayers are not answered.
on another note, attachment's kinda fun, lets me know what i'm going to be going to in the future, but it made me realize that most likely in the future i would jump on the bandwagon where after work means head straight home to rest. mainly because i'll be tired from work. but it just hit me that there'll be no like after work life. not like school? where after studies there's cca and what not. after work? too tired to even play a sport perhaps. read a book? maybe? but the amount of human interaction would have gone down miserably and once again be forced to use MSN as a means of communication.
or am i just not seeing the whole picture here and actually working people do have a life?
oh well, worry about that some other time. for now i've got other things to worry abt.
Poli, poli, di umbuendo
7:16 PM
Monday, December 7, 2009
excerpt from the book im reading... (dont sue me for copyright pls!)
"I do not care what you do and that is hard for you to hear. Yet do you care what your children do when you send them out to play? is it a matter of consequence to you whether they play tag, or hide and seek, or pretend? No it is not, because you know they are perfectly safe. You have placed them in an environment which you consider friendly and very okay.
Of course, you will always hope that they do not hurt themselves. And if they do, you will be right there tot help them, heal them, allow them to feel safe again, to be happy again, to go and play again another day. But whether they choose hide and seek or pretend will not matter to you the next day, either.
You will tell them, of couse, which games are dangerous to play. But you cannot stop your children from doing dangerous things. Not always. Not forever. Not in every moment from now until death. It is the wise parent who knows this. Yet the parent never stops caring about the outcome. It is this dichotomy - not caring deeply about the process, but caring deeply about the result - that comes close to describing the dichotomy of God."
conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch.
interesting.
8:19 AM
sth that sparked my thought when reading. shall post tmw. tired..
attachment --> full of blood and gore. haha totally unlike games. you actually feel the pain the patient is going thru. sadly ):
wed thurs fri. time to build up some confidence and courage man
damn why is my guts so small.
3:50 AM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
prom...
haha its over.
nxt part of life pls! (:
5:29 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
master of sorrow
You can't hurt me this time, I'm prepared for anything You won't get that close now I'm protected from your lies Knowing what you will bring me Knowing that I want no more
Won't fall again I won't be fooled This time my heart is strong You are standing right before The master of sorrow
once again, a signature saturday morning. unnecessary scoldings etc.
i love saturdays.
2:24 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
dont dream it's over
2:03 AM
when you're down. I'll be there for you.
when i'm down. would you be there for me?
rather, would anyone? hah.
longing to find that someone perhaps.
on a second note, nxt week is going to be bz.. esp from this sat onwards >.> hopefully i'll enjoy these few days! go me! (: