6:35 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
7:25 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
In any other world
You could tell the difference
And let it all unfurl
Into broken remnants
Smile like you mean it
And let yourself let go
Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in
I tried to live alone
But lonely is so lonely, alone
So human as I am
I had to give up my defences
So I smiled and tried to mean it
To let myself let go
Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in
"I never ever, I forget my story.
My face is not sad, but sometimes, I am sad."
6:00 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
She's a pretty girl. She's always falling down.
And I think I just fell in love with her,
But she won't ever remember, remember.
And I can always find her at the bottom of a plastic cup.
Drowning in drunk sincerity.
A sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
And she said,
I think we're running out of alcohol. Tonight, I hate this fucking town.
And all my best friends will be the death of me,
But they won't ever remember, remember.
So please take me far away, before I melt into the ground.
And all my words get used against me.
This sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
Quit crying your eyes out.
The past is only the future with the lights on.
So quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
7:55 AM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
not much time left...
sigh
6:17 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
okay i guess today productivity improved.. i really do need to get good rest before doin work. one paper 2 for chem and bio each and my brain is fried. theoretically thats 3 1/2 hours of work only.. which isnt a lot. but well, beats reading notes and not finding that less than 10% enters your brain.
these days the library is more solemn, like as if the mugging fever has caught up with everyone.. lesser noise, and well everybody's just buried in their books.. of course the occasional chit chat still goes on, showing that at least we still know whats called communication and whats called keeping each other mentally sane.
its like at during these times where those small words of encouragement is all that u need to finish that one damned paper.
haha kudos to the lvl 2 mugging family. same ppl everyday (Y)
math paper 1 now.. gogogo
6:23 AM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
attention span is always getting shorter and shorter. one bio paper 2 and my brain goes into zone-out mode. sigh and there's still econs to study for and math to practice and chemt o keep up. =( when will this end?
5 more weeks. of shitty bullshit.
6:31 AM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
6:36 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
the weather forecast for today:
no, its not "cloudy - with a chance of meatballs"
perhaps it will be the coldest day in the permanent winter around here. sunshine blocked by the pervasive dark clouds. the ever close threat of a downpour too. wait no, it's going to be a hailstorm.
so.. please do not go out. either that or go out now and seek shelter. seek solace.
brr. getting colder by the minute.
7:19 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
i can fly higher than an eagle.
coz you are the wind beneath my wings.
6:51 AM
RNA interference (RNAi) is a system within living cells that helps to control which genes are active and how active they are. Two types of small RNAmolecules – microRNA (miRNA) and small interfering RNA(siRNA) – are central to RNA interference. RNAs are the direct products of genes, and these small RNAs can bind to specific other RNAs and either increase or decrease their activity, for example by preventing amessenger RNA from producing a protein. RNA interference has an important role in defending cells against parasitic genes –viruses and transposons – but also in directing development as well as gene expression in general.
The RNAi pathway is found in many eukaryotes including animals and is initiated by the enzyme Dicer, which cleaves long double-stranded RNA(dsRNA) molecules into short fragments of ~20 nucleotides. One of the two strands of each fragment, known as the guide strand, is then incorporated into the RNA-induced silencing complex (RISC). The most well-studied outcome is post-transcriptional gene silencing, which occurs when the guide strand base pairs with a complementary sequence of a messenger RNA molecule and induces cleavage by Argonaute, the catalytic component of the RISC complex. This process is known to spread systemically throughout the organism despite initially limited molar concentrations of siRNA.
8:36 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
7:19 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
oh well so the hubbub behind awards begin again...
"he deserved it"
"he doesnt"
"he does!"
"no he doesnt"
whatever la seriously. life sucks and is unfair just like that la. if u not happy about people getting awards then well do better nxt time. sure there will be people who will not be recognized. but then again since when has the world been fair? i mean yes people may have sucked up to get the award. and not being cynical or anything, it's not like we dont know there will always be people who get what they want through such methods. call them what you like, but they exist. it's either you prove to them that your hard work will pay off. or you suck up.
dont be a sore loser. accept it and move on la.
6:28 AM
6:40 AM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
i'm so not productive... !$(!@$*(!$*(
k work.
6:53 AM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
something is going wrong with me. just lost my earphones. and now i misplaced my harddisk which i hope and pray is still in the library.
i need more sleep...
life doesnt bode well for me these days