I dun get what is wrong with people. I mean, is it a crime to not want to go out and study? Why pressure people to go out and stay till late? Why assume that you'll do well coz you're RJ? what bullshit. Half the school studies hard openly, the other half studies hard away from public eyes. I mean without hard work how do you get the grades? Why try to pressurize people? If you're smart and you dont have to study then dont. But don't make it such that people have to follow in your footsteps. Not everyone is as smart as you and you're just plain selfish if you do that. What's wrong with such people seriously. Let us have our own lives. We know where we stand. You don't. You havent the faintest idea of who we are. Screwed up assholes. And trust me I aint responding to your pressure.
On another note, did my personal best exp of leadership after 2 years. Hm, thought back quite a bit and while i naturally wrote syf to be the best exp, i feel that the best exp cannot be related in just one event. I find it more accurate to say that the best exp is throughout the whole term. I mean, without failures, how would you define success? How would you know you excelled if you didnt fail in the first place? At the start of our term, where we were still adapting, that is to me the most important part of my experience. It may not have been the part where I excelled, so to speak. But it gave me many stepping stones to better myself as a leader. yep then thought abt some events and what we did overall. Thought that leaders dont have to succeed to show that they are capable. I doubt that's what people want to see. I'm more inclined towards the notion that people want to see their leaders fight and try their very best and have little qualms abt sacrificing certain things to achieve the goals of their followers/organization. That's a leader i would remember. Yep so guess that's one of the biggest thigns i learnt after 2 years ba.
Finally I guess cant put down playing after all. Still, its now abt 90% studies and 10% playing. Prolly playing for Rwinds, tho if they force me to go down for night pracs, I'll have to say no. I mean it's high time i go study. A's here i come!
cheers world :D
