On hindsight.

maybe
maybe not
but definitely, there has been too many disappointments.

regret?
perhaps, but i hope not in the long run.

sometimes, it's hard to let go.
sometimes, it's just so tempting to do it ur own way.
but sometimes, maybe failure is the only way to see your mistakes.
maybe holding your hand and guiding you along will not help.
maybe pain, disappointment and regret is what you need.
to wake up.

should we give it to you?
but we know that no matter how much pain you feel,
it can't be as much as how much we feel.
the thought of the future 2 years from now.
is something we shudder at.

leaving behind a legacy was what we wanted to do.
i guess all we did was to leave it in the exact same way as we got it.
which is why, I will never say I've been exceptional or even good.
just average.
I come and I go.

What difference did I make? None
Did I put in my 110%? Definitely. But in all the wrong areas.
Could we have done more? Certainly, but we probably didnt have the passion for it.
Would you want to replay the whole year again? Nope. It's been way too tiring.

08-09 has drawn to a close.
Why are we still worrying?
Damn.

but anw, enjoy =)

Memory (Acoustic) - Sugarcult