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♥ DancingSheep
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Australia 2012.
mneo
11:45 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
work work work.
28 days
gogogo
6:29 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Behind each scar, there's a story Behind each tear, there's a reason And behind each lie, there's the grieving unwanted truth
GP CT's tomorrow. havent prepared a lot. read some AQ so that i hope i dont fail it again. Aiming for a B, prolly get D/E.
but school's over this week. I hope i can get some time off to chillax. anyone want to chillax too?
sometimes, as i've realized over the past year, people just want company. i guess what makes us sad is that if we sit here, if we just sat here and watched time pass by, no one would sit beside us. but it's not emo. there's a difference in being emo, and just enjoying the scenery in golden silence.
could you imagine, sitting on a beach with your loved one and watching the sunrise. with her head on your shoulder and as the first rays of the sun break through the night, you turn to look at her, ever so slowly, you find out that she's sound asleep on your shoulder, so you drape an arm across her to hold her tight and then as each second passes by sliently, you see her face being softly caressed by the morning rays. it shows you the miniscule details about her, and because you're so close, you see the imperfections about her. It's so crystal clear, and then you realise that's why you love her. then as you reach out and tenderly brush ur fingers across her cheeks, nature seemed to be on your side. and a soft gentle morning breeze, filled with the warmth of the morning sun and the light salty taste of the seawater used a baby soft touch to subtly clear away strands of stray chestnut brown hair in the path of your fingers.
she stirred. "mmm.. isn't it beautiful." and she hugged you ever so much more tightly. then, she looked up with those eyes that first made you melt. and with a soft peck on ur cheek, she whispered. "good morning sweetheart."
ah. delusional thoughts. im totally need to study for gp. forgive my failed attempt xD
gp is stressfulllllll
tata
6:45 AM
Monday, May 25, 2009
Said the night wind to the little lamb: Do you see what I see? 'Way up in the sky, little lamb, Do you see what I see? A star, a star Dancing in the night, |: With a tail as big as a kite. :|
Said the little lamb to the shepherd boy: Do you hear what I hear? Ringing thru the sky, shepherd boy, Do you hear what I hear? A song, a song High above the tree, |: With a voice as big as the sea. :|
Said the shepherd boy to the mighty king: Do you know what I know? In your palace warm, mighty king, Do you know what I know? A Child, a Child Shivers in the cold, |: Let us bring Him silver and gold. :|
Said the king to the people ev'rywhere: Listen to what I say! Pray for peace, people ev'rywhere, Listen to what I say! The Child, the Child Sleeping in the night. |: He will bring us goodness and light. :|
5:46 AM
im all ready. time to begin!
and i'll show it to you. seriously. just one mistake and i get condemned. if you want war, i'll give you war.
you are in for a rude shock. asshole.
6:49 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I will never let you fall I'll stand up for you forever. I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.
How many more times. The conductor, the uniform, the instruments, the pieces The stage, the audience, the applause, the encores. The smiles, the tears, the triumphs, the defeats. The band.
can i just stand on stage one more time. the last time. without anything on my mind but just the thought of playing good music?
is that too much to ask for?
6:17 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
just updated 3 times! and woah number of unique visitors increased by 2 times from last month to this month! am i that well known -.- but anw that's besides the point. just tot its intriguing how interconnected we are now haha
today, well showed my successor(from here on known as zy, the girl zy -.-) some ropes and got called bully by jy :( but anw. yeah seems to be coping well! i just hope she'll gain the support form her batch and yeah she needs to earn it.
it's been one whirlwind of a ride throughout the electoral process. im glad its over. yeah we may not have succeeded in pushing for the people that the band wanted, but i think the band is and will be in good hands with the top 2 and the exco.
homogenity, sometimes may be a problem. but more often than not, it's a blessing which we all take for granted. this whole affair should not and cannot be used as a way to break this homogenity of the batch. instead, come together closer. anything personal has to be put aside if we all do have the same goal of seeing the band grow musically and socially. we're exclusive, hell yeah. we practice in RI and we're never heard in RJ but WHO CARES. what matters more is the people you play with, next to you, in front of you, behind you. The great Mr oura waving his baton. its working with each other that makes the band what it is today and there's no greater pleasure that can be derived from that. cracks may surface every now and then, but if those cracks are allowed to fissure further and split everyone apart, then its really a pity. because i believe that there's certainly already a strong foundation built that can withstand such trivial problems.
2008 and 2009 have come and past. what holds for 2010? to the incoming batch. all the best. :) to my batch. you guys rock like wts reallyyyy. so play for atempo! its the last concert and its the 20th anniversary man. also the esplanade vending machines are cool to play with. sooooooo play k! =)
alright :) let the curtain draw to a close. but let not the applause stop.
7:03 AM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
appreciate everything. there's nothing that you should ever take for granted.
nothing.
make the best out of it.
ah i foresee a sigh of relief. or is it just another storm in disguise. lets see how tomorrow.
you stay strong! moral support ftw :)
7:31 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
we made our last stand. we were prepared for the repercussions. we knew the price we had to pay, and boy did we pay it.
but there's only one thing that is bothering me now and that is the result. i want to know whether what we had put ourselves through was worth it. but that cannot be seen till months to come.
i just want to know that we've not put in so much, for nothing. but i got my own gut feeling that we didnt give our all for nothing. we dont ask for anything in return. because the greatest return to us would be seeing the band grow from strength to strength from now on. to reach the pinnacle of what we do best, playing music.
it's been one long year. i just want to thank the 2 people who had been through thick and thin with me in band. my section. the exco. the J1s. the J2s. there's many things that i've done wrong, or not put in my 110%. and if it offends you or make u think that i could have done better, I apologize but i thank you for cutting me the slack and tolerating me for the past one year. if you think i made a good ccal, i'm honestly flattered and i take it as a really big compliment.
its time to step down. curtain call.
7:10 AM
Monday, May 4, 2009
2 days.
What am i counting down for? What am i counting down to?
The end of 6yrs of band life? The end to 1yr as abm twice? The countdown to syf?
i suppose its all of the above. but i just dont want to let go like that. so abruptly. like k syf's over. now time to hand over to new exco. manz. that feeling sucks.
2 more days and now im not worried abt whether we can get GwH or not. I'm just thinking abt, what's after SYF? Atempo XX? but it just wont be the same will it? when you're not at the forefront, yelling at ppl to scram up for combined. shouting to go for dinner, chasing ppl out of the varese, doing *illegal* stuff etc...
the past few months have been throughly enjoyable, tiring but most of all, happy. it's a great feeling to see members having fun, poking fun at each other, saying lame stuff. playing funny rhythms and canon in D. it just brings a smile to your face no matter how tired u are. maybe i cant say yet that i love this band as much as RI. but i can at least say I do love it and hell, I'll work my damn heart out for it.