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♥ DancingSheep
three cheers for me.
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Australia 2012.
mneo
7:36 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
someeetimes taking a step back is all it takes =)
sometimes the simplest things are the best ways to do things =)
for all these times, there are words that can be said, things that can be planned, =)
but for the times where there is no help given to you, there's always your <3!, your instincts, your gut feeling, and ur own confidence =)
and you make up a main part of each =)
<3! no more for you's, coz it's always for you only =)
8:51 AM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Take these broken wings And learn to fly again learn to live so free. And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in.
=)
Thank you for being there always =) really appreciate it <3! =))))
*i'll post the vid tmw* now music too noisy for the home xD its 1155 oooo
cya =) love you =)
8:39 AM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
eh srsly i need to stop wasting my time. -.-
haha i like stoned away my wkend, ah if this keeps up i'm so dead for promos, woo.
someone motivate me to study -.-
ahhh sibf is coming woo! where got time to do work.
i need more time.
no maybe more discipline.
how?
how to discipline others when i cant discipline myself. sighz.
discipline neo. discipline.
stepping up discipline tmw. so help me ppl.
8:36 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Life is beautiful. With you =)
Let's rest and recuperate and tomorrow will be a brand new day =)
Loveee you! <3!
6:58 AM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
short post!
this is the 101st post!
march till now has been a good time =) hectic, tired, a little tense, angry, sad and all other emotions you can think of, but in this kaleidoscope of emotions, the one that stood out the most was happiness =)
real happiness =)
i tinkk i put this up before =) but its the same thoughts =))
for you <3!
thank you :)))))
6:56 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
lalala
today's a good day =)
let tmw be a good one as well =)
for smile's are one of the few things that you wont get sick doing, if it comes from your <3! =)
for yourrr enjoyment be awed =))) <3!!!!
7:16 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
from day one till now and i'm sure it'll go on. you have been this to me. =)
thank you! =)
5:29 AM
Tt's what i hate being.
Why cant you just convey what you want to say to him? Why cant you just convey what you want to say to her? Why cant thoughts just be conveyed directly? Is it always convenient to keep slient? Must you go through a medium? Would a medium make things less painful for you?
okay i admit that words don't come easy sometimes. but i also believe that there should be as much communication between two direct parties involved. because one thing's for sure, the more the people involved, the greater the misunderstanding. not to say that there will not be misunderstanding between 2 parties, but at least you know if there's a misunderstanding, you know what is the misunderstanding. when a third party is relied upon to convey messages, would you know the misunderstanding if it happens?
come on. we're all old enough to know that no two people can live in harmony forever, there's bound to be friction. and where there is friction, things get heated up. but if you communicate well, if you bother to listen to each other, i dont see why there will be a problem that can be solved, a mistake that cant be forgiven. we're of sane minds here. we are people who talk with reason i hope.
because being a middleman is tough. and i dont want to be one anymore. it's either you tell each other straight or don't at all. for i don't like finding out things about myself from others and i dun tink people should find out from others what people have been saying abt themselves.
if you've got something to say to me. say it. if you've got something to say to her. say it. if you've got something to say to him. say it. don't be such a loser to get someone else to say the message. because only you are able to best say what you want to say
because she says: we got to hold on to what we've got it doesnt make a difference if we make it or not we've got each other and that's a lot for love we'll give it a shot.
For we're halfway there. livin on a prayer. Take my hand we'll make it i swear living on a prayer.
is 20+ years worth so little?
9:21 AM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
when you got loads of stuff on your mind, and the burden just keeps adding on. sometimes all you just need, is just a hand on ur shoulder, and a voice whispering, I'm here.
people tend to think of unique ways of comforting their frens, or family members when they are down, but rarely do you see someone who uses the simplest of approach, one full of sincerity and sympathy. it might be good to go leaps and bounds for your loved one, but imo, the best thing that can be done is to just show ur presence. and send the message across that you'll be there no matter what the cost.
because sometimes, doing the simplest things, takes the biggest sacrifice.
but in your heart and soul, you know it is worth it.
and as usual, there are some things that just cannot be elucidated. for everything else, there's your principles, your values and your <3! =)
and that's why i believe in what i believe.
7:42 AM
badddd headacheee, motion sickness.
on the contrary ate a huge dinner =))))
okayyy time for bed, gg to study tmwwwww
for youu =) you rock at teaching =)
here's the link, embedding got disabled, ahha copyright
time to work hard. on reflection, i dun tink i really studied seriously during the hols, more of play? didnt absorb. disappointed with a couple of results, the rest were more or less expected.
well, promos, here i come.
and thankyouu for being there when i was down =) put up a vid tmw, cant remember the song i wanted to search for xD
nitez world!
7:52 AM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
If life isnt a joke, then why am i laughing?
okayyyyyyy more problems cropping up, from like all directions. omgwtfbbq.
time's running out fast like realll fast. no of pracs to sibf is like countable with my 2 hands. there's just not enough time for us to get things done, with alumni all not being able to commit 100% it's not their fault i noe, but yeah that's the harsh reality?
shld chk out how many players we have who are 100% committed to playing for SIBF, well if i'm really going to ask who in their heart is 100% commited i wonder how many i would have. hm.
time to solve problems. attendance, commitment, passion, dilligence. well well, seems like rimb all over again, just that this time, i wonder which judge will give us chance? the chance to not break our gold streak, but are we going to base our results on chance? or skill?
forgive me for being proud, but i think i said this as a *joke* to people before, when someone wishes you goodluck, tell that person to save the luck for himself, for you don't need luck. however, this can only be done if and only if you are prepared. preparedness is inversely proportional to luck. perhaps environmental conditions may be a factor but if u're prepared there's a certain standard that u will not fall below.
well i doubt we're like prepared, we're still relying too much on the good players, those who consider themselves *weaker* players don't dare to step up and play their best. from the moment i joined band till now, i havent seen a player whose efforts are not rewarded, i havent seen a band whose intensive practice isnt rewarded. for even if the results dont show, ur process shows and that's what important.
take for example, studying hard might not mean u get all A's but studying hard means that for every successive test u take, you get more and more confident, your knowledge get's imprinted deeper in ur mind. u will slowly but surely become a better student. hard work may not produce instantaneous results, but it guarantees results in the long term.
playing is 80% mental, 20% practical. ever wondered how some people's recovery rate is soo fast, ask urself whether u think like them. the answer wld most likely be no. if u have that aim, you're likely to reach it faster then just taking cca to be a come-go thing.
well 24th is coming soon. have u made up ur mind to play with ur heart and soul yet?
for you =) had fun todayyy =)
7:54 AM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
lalalla
i dunno lalallalalalalallallalalalla what to sayyy
somehow these few days i wake up like in the weeeeee hours of the morning. u know i think they call it wee hours coz in those hours, people who drink too much at night will go to the toilet at these times to wee wee...
lets hope my body doesnt malfunction. actually it shld la coz getting back ct's nxt wk, sighz.
ah wells screw ct's time for consistent work instead of just hardcore mugging, anw my chem frails.
hope bio and math dun fail on me. coz i'll really be sad if they do, sadder then chem coz i dun understand chem but tt's okay. remedials are here woots.
today teaching was really fun =) learnt some things abt myself and others. =) i hope i can be a good role model =)
and that basically sums up my day. oh prac was good imo. but its just imo.
for you =) go rest nowwwww! <3!
5:17 AM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
got back chem today, and if ur mcq for bio is higher then ur chem results u aint that far off from the bottom of the school cohort. and when ur %age is like lower then most of the others ah well, u know where u stand.
honestly i dunno what to expect for chem, true i studied, perhaps i studied too early in the hols, perhaps i told myself u understand the concept when i didnt understand it at all. i realize that there's really a lot of flaws that can be found on me. too many.
my mind's in a whirlwind state of emotions right now. and when that happens i tend to be a tad insensitive. i tend to just care abt myself. isolate myself. even when i know that there are people around who care. but that's me. too bad.
these days, i get affected by a lot more things that i thought i wouldnt get affected by. the world seems to be just closing around me. with people demanding attention from me yet i dun receive any in return. people demand a listening ear from me but i don't get one in return. they need a shoulder to cry on, where's mine? its not abt me in this world, everything's about you. you. you. you. all the you's. i never see me in the picture other then being a total loser in ur eyes, or rahter i see myself as a total loser in ur eyes.
of coz those who were there for me, im really grateful for it. but for those who had to rub salt into the wounds, by purposely suanning or talking total bullshit just to provoke me outright. i swear, you're going to regret it. just wait and watch out.
J1's half gone, my impression of rjc just gets worse and worse everyday. it just gets colder and colder, there's nothing for me to hold onto. the room space is just getting smaller and smaller, it'll soon suffocate me. my freedom to move about was already limited, now its going to be limited even more. so much more.
i don't know what im thinking as i wrote this post la, it was just what i was thinking as i read it. there's so many things on my mind now, i sometimes just cannot focus on one, yet if i focus on many, i'll be neglecting some things.
i guess now that the facade is off already, i'm going to become quite different i guess. it'll take time, but i dont want to be what i am now in certain ways.
i guess there's somethings that i do not do as i say, i admit i break promises, i break what i agreed to do. but then again, how many of you have never broken a promise?
Gp was cool today, teacher knows his stuff. went through some moral dilemma questions. well i've let myself down for one subject, i hope by promos i can live up to my expectations. and u noe what, screw what the rest says. yes i'm not smart, but i'll try my best.
what should i expect next time? should i expect to disappoint or to please?
i need room. i need space. i need to reset my priorities.
as u can tell the post beneath teh line was done 1/2hr later. so it sounds different
Side effects appear as my conscience slips away.
i'm sorry for the things that i've done. i'm sorry for the fact that i'm not aware i'm sorry for the fact that i did not know i'm sorry for the things that i did not say like how you're the best thing in the world and how i'm proud of you.
For i really am proud that i have you there always =)
as life goes on i'm starting to learn about responsibility, and how the things i do are affecting the people around me. So let me apologize for the things that i have done, the things that havent occured yet and the things no one takes reponsibility for.