oh great

phone lost.

mom scolds

dad's quiet.

tt's weird.

but one thing's for sure. do they realise that we actually feel damn bad when we lose our phone. i noe my phone isnt cheap, and it is very new. but okay they got a point, yes losing stuff isnt good. it shows on ur ability to actually know where u put ur stuff, but i chked arnd before i left the bus, coz i had things in my pants so i didnt feel the weight change. i only realised when the familiar shape of the phone wasnt in my pants. i mean honestly, who won't feel bad when the lose a phone, unless its some super rich person who can get a replacement in a blink of an eye. otherwise i believe that people actually do have feelings.

parents always say money is hard to earn. yes we know that money is hard to earn. we try to save as well. 3/4 of the stuff i have isnt bought by my parents, i always try to get them from my aunt. oh trust me, the 1/4 that i never lose is always bought by my parents. kids appreciate what their parents buy for them, okay i do. which is why the only thing which i havent lost till now is my MP3 which my mom bought for me more then 2yrs ago abt sec 3 i believe.

u noe why? because there's a difference between the kids having a gift from others and a gift from ur own parents. its like your parents actually going to buy sth from u, even tho they might say its a little nothing. i treasure that mp3, the only thing wrong wif it was aft i dropped from my hand suddenly and it sorta lagged from then on -.- but other then that it's still the one thing without scratches at all.

i dun get it. what you see is that i lost my phone for the x^10000 time. what you see is that i never take care of my things. what you see is that i take things for granted.

but what u don't see is that i try my best not to drop my phone, tts the reason for the starhub thing behind my phone. what u don't see is that i never want to get oil on my phone and i use damp tissue to wipe my phone weekly.

i noe it's my fault that i lost the phone. i never said it wasnt. i just want you to know that i care for the stuff i have. i do check around. i do everything i can to make sure i dun lose stuff. i did everything i could to find my phone back. it was so much on my mind i couldnt study aft i realised my phone was missing. nth was absorbed at all. i had to put on an *i'm okay* face to others. so that they would not worry that much.

when you lose things, do u ever say anything? of course not. it's your own money, tts why u can just lose it and no one can reprimand u. but us? do we look as if we want to lose it? it's not my money. i own nothing in this world yet. the only things i ever own is 2 trophies, a stack of certificates and perhaps about $50 which i earned myself.

but okay i guess there's a bright side to this, perhaps it's a good thing to not sms anymore or call anymore. can save u $40 bucks in ur life =) yay

im done ranting. it's over. but i still miss my phone.

sighz.

but thanks really, for being there. :)