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8:53 AM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
3.5 topics today, way of the 5 mark, but wellls i knew 5 was impossible anw. but yeah it put me a little back on track coz i've been lagging real bad the last few days so yep im fine with it and shall attempt to maintain such a standard from now on. whether or not i do well for ct's isnt dependent on how much i study now but how well i can do that day, but if i dun study now there's no way i can do well that day.practice aint = perfect but no practice = never perfect.
i think at the end of the day, again what matters is that you know how much u prepared, even if the results dun go along wif the amount of preparation, but certainly if you've prepared, the pain wouldn't be so bad. that is, if you take it in the right mindset and not go sobwail over the fact that u prepared but failed.
failures are sth difficult to accept, i know. we're too used to the smell of success, we're trained to be successful, but we were never trained to deal with failures. the only things we do if a failure should ever hit us is to sit there and stone, wondering why it must happen to us, or go crying to people, or pretend it never happened, or blame the 1001 people on ur failure but never urself. we never learnt the ability to pick ourselves up from the failure, find out the root of the problem, get over the emotional stage fast and be back on our feet, ready to go again and again. to keep on trying, persevering until we achieve a victory. and even if the victory never arrives, we don't despair, for at least we know we tried our very best and gave in our all to climb up to the top.
sacrifices along the way are also inevitable. but you don't make sacrifices for nothing. someone is only willing to sacrifice if he knows what he sacrifices would be put to good use in his endeavors. they are painful, but it would eventually turn sweeter than the sweetest honey.
i actually wonder why im saying all these things as i type. perhaps in the past, i never accepted failure, maybe i didnt even care, and i never wanted to sacrifice something of my own, for there was nothing that i wanted to sacrifice for. nothing to me was worth sacrificing for. and now after 16years, there are some things i regret not giving my best for, some things i regret not picking myself up again for, somethings i didnt sacrifice and simply let it pass. there were lots and lots of opportunities that i wasted, even when they were dangling right in front of my face. just there.
but they have all passed, no point turning back again. sighz, but i'll grab every opportunity/chance/everthing that comes by from now on, unless there's someone that deserves it more =) well at least i didnt let go of the biggestttt thing in my life =) glad that i caught and kept it safe =) guess what/who it is =)
and okay i shall go sleep now for tmw is a bz day again =) i like being overworked xD
