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mneo
8:57 AM
Friday, May 30, 2008
sighz. i foresee a lot of trouble that will be brewing during these few weeks. well, too bad neo, u were given the job, now u have 1 yr to go against teachers, and pw aint helping much.
i think i've been too carefree where i didnt really care abt anything till this yr, but then again, i think im starting to be fussy on a lot of things, nitpicking here and there. and being tired doesnt really relieve anything. im really really trying hard to keep a cheerful outlook although there might be a 1001 things that are bothering me at the same time. i mean just look, if u see me suddenly turn emo for 1 week, okay wait maybe even just 1 hr, i won't be me anymore. but holding up this facade, this mask, takes up a huge strain mentally and emotionally. at the end of the day, the only reason why i do this is so that people around me won't be worried. sometimes i ask myself, is it worth it to make urself suffer the toll, so that the rest will think you're still okay? and everytime i'll reply yes it is, there's no reason why other people shld suffer with me when they have their own problems too. if anyone shld suffer its me, because i dont know how to solve my problem efficiently and not get anyone involved at the same time.
well my life's burden is growing heavier by the day, by the minute, by the second. CT's are looming around, SIBF is round the corner, negotiation with teachers need to be done and hopefully things can be done our way, pw is like rotting, need to go salvage the situation before we all die. the burden's just increasing, each time you unload something, another 2 takes its place. and i dont want anyone to share it, because it'll be adding to your burden and i don't want that to happen. these few days, the moment i reach home im half dead, not a good sign, im super tired everyday, studies aint working out that well for me. band heh, no comments. you? well, you help me lift up some of my burden by just being there listening to me, and im eternally grateful for that, yet at the same time, im guilty that you have to share it with me. when you got your own problems to deal with.
im not sure how i feel abt things/people now. its really just a whirl of emotions. and im trying my best not to let it affect my studies. there's band tmw and 1001 problems left for me to solve by myself.
currently my eyelids are closing yet again, and i intend to go sleep now. tmw i shall sort out stuff, do work and clear my mind =)
my thoughts are randomly scattered, my emotions are out of the heart, incontrollable. it will pass but i intend to catalyze the process. because i don't want to see myself anything else other then happy. and that goes for you as well =)
the black cloud is starting to cover the light, but oh well there's always a sliver lining aft every dark cloud, and no matter how big the cloud is, i'll always be waiting for that sliver lining. if i have to collapse, i'll only do so, aft i've seen the sliver lining =) that's my resolution.
