i've got nth much to blog now, cept for the damn fact that i would have aced chem test if i had the blardy time to study. freakzzors. no no no, i will NOT fail another test. all tests from now on will not be done without preparation or lack of it. only good test i had so far is math. which i PREPARED for. and okay it was what i expected.. but the others. nvm starting now. mug. period.

but thru these stuff, i can find happiness in certain things, writing out the solo for trombone which i have yet to perfect, but enroute. =) enjoying myself in cca. and out of cca and sch. im always glad you're there. and that you understand me the most =)

today, went for rimb concert. honestly, they played better then i expected, even tho everyone was like full of critisicms. what i believe and hope to be true is that you all practiced hard and played perhaps not the best, but played with your heart. to me i personally feel that it's not abt the notes, the dynamics and what not that's printed on paper, those are superficial. in a way, if you play with your heart and soul, even the most offtune note will sound in tune. of course that's no excuse for just throwing the score aside and anyhow play la. but in music for me, its heart over head. play wif feeling, a musical piece > a technical one. but im proud of you all, i can still remember prometheum XI, a stark image in my mind. those were the days. quite sad that few people are so into cca, for prometheum is one point in band that will make you really really feel part of band. one thing's for sure, i love rimb since i stepped into it, and i'll love it till the day i die. for we should we must we can we will =) the principle in my life.

of coz there's you as well =) thanks for being so understanding =) it makes me smile. :)

for you <3! =)))) for love knows not of death nor calculus above the simple sum of heart plus heart