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7:24 AM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
there's many things i learnt today. some good some bad. some can be said, some better left slient. but at the end of today, i learnt 2 very important things.
1. The only person you should compare to is yourself.
i took 5mins. thats all i took to figure out that comparing urself to others really won't give you a sense of satisfaction. each person has his own unique abilities, his own flaws, whether or not he beats someone else is totally irrelevant, because only you would know urself whether how well you did that day was a true representation of ur abilities. if you underperformed, it doesn't mean anything except for the fact that you need to ask yourself what went wrong, and if you got a valid reason, there's no need for you to feel sad abt it. because no one is able to remain at peak performance throughout his life.
i make mistakes, i'm just a man.
when you compare to urself, and u outdo urself, i really cant find a better source of satisfaction than this. it's not to prove ur worth to others, but rather to prove ur own worth to urself. there's no way you can be at the top of the world, not unless you know each and everyone of the 5plus billion people in the world and you know the most extreme limits they can go to, otherwise, its impossible to compare urself to others, because there'll always be someone better than you.
this sentence came to me after the concert. after the solo i played and screwed it up badly. i realised that practice doesnt make perfect, but yet not practicing will mean perfection will never be achieved. i practiced both solos hard, and many times i was able to play it perfectly, hitting the high notes with a strong enuf force, i practiced till i got what i wanted, and yet both screwed up on the actual day itself. whos to blame? me. but what i got out of this was a lot more then just screwing up the solo. i learnt that anything can happen, anytime. preparation does not mean you're guaranteed a perfect performance. it just decreases the chances of you screwing up. but not preparing means you have 100% or close to 100% chance of screwing up.
so im glad that i screwed up the solo, for then i know what im not as good as i thought i was and that more practice is required =) but really, thanks to those who said it was a nice solo =)
2. Don't do things which will let others perceive you differently from who you really are.
it's all about maintaining that image. that image that you're a cool/funny/joker/and what have you. i didnt really realise this until today, when i reread that message. it struck something in me. i think sometimes i do try to maintain a certain image in front of certain people. but now i realize that if those people really know you, they would know who you really are and there's no need to put on a facade in front of them, on the other hand, for people who don't know you, well who cares what they think?
my closest friends or those that know me well, can tell by a change in my tone how im feeling. the best being my mom, who can tell by a change in my tone whether im sick, well, happy, sad and whatever emotional or physical state im in.
i resolve to not put on an image for myself from now on. for if you know me/close to me, i believe, you would know what type of a person i am.
im not really sure what type of a person i am myself, but then again, that's for me to know and for you to find out =) no prizes for guessing correctly xD coz it's not meant to be described in words anw =)
well that rounds up thinking for today =) this whole thing took me less then 7mins to think abt. it somehow just *lighted* up in front of me. now that i got it off my head. i got more space for other stuff =)
but then again, not all things are meant to be said on a blog which at least 10 people say everyday haha. had a talk with band people, and hey im not a pimp -.- but ya it is interesting to talk to a whole group of girls and observe the way they communicate. differs a lot when talking to a whole group of boys. sometimes that's the reason why i plant myself in the middle of a group of girls. not to pimp them. i've totally no reason to. -.- but to observe them. quite cool. you guys shld really try it out sometime. and people only call u a pimp based on the fact that you are with a group of girls, not coz you're like actually pimping them which i tink is kinda stupid.
and you know what, there's one more thing i learnt, shall say more tmw or im never going to sleep tonight. and that is to take a step back and look at the things which you never really cared to observe. you'll learn to treasure these things more =) i've been neglecting some things. but then again. that's for tmw =)
for now, leave you all with a song =) and again it's an oldie =)
for you especially =)
8:57 AM
Friday, May 30, 2008
sighz. i foresee a lot of trouble that will be brewing during these few weeks. well, too bad neo, u were given the job, now u have 1 yr to go against teachers, and pw aint helping much.
i think i've been too carefree where i didnt really care abt anything till this yr, but then again, i think im starting to be fussy on a lot of things, nitpicking here and there. and being tired doesnt really relieve anything. im really really trying hard to keep a cheerful outlook although there might be a 1001 things that are bothering me at the same time. i mean just look, if u see me suddenly turn emo for 1 week, okay wait maybe even just 1 hr, i won't be me anymore. but holding up this facade, this mask, takes up a huge strain mentally and emotionally. at the end of the day, the only reason why i do this is so that people around me won't be worried. sometimes i ask myself, is it worth it to make urself suffer the toll, so that the rest will think you're still okay? and everytime i'll reply yes it is, there's no reason why other people shld suffer with me when they have their own problems too. if anyone shld suffer its me, because i dont know how to solve my problem efficiently and not get anyone involved at the same time.
well my life's burden is growing heavier by the day, by the minute, by the second. CT's are looming around, SIBF is round the corner, negotiation with teachers need to be done and hopefully things can be done our way, pw is like rotting, need to go salvage the situation before we all die. the burden's just increasing, each time you unload something, another 2 takes its place. and i dont want anyone to share it, because it'll be adding to your burden and i don't want that to happen. these few days, the moment i reach home im half dead, not a good sign, im super tired everyday, studies aint working out that well for me. band heh, no comments. you? well, you help me lift up some of my burden by just being there listening to me, and im eternally grateful for that, yet at the same time, im guilty that you have to share it with me. when you got your own problems to deal with.
im not sure how i feel abt things/people now. its really just a whirl of emotions. and im trying my best not to let it affect my studies. there's band tmw and 1001 problems left for me to solve by myself.
currently my eyelids are closing yet again, and i intend to go sleep now. tmw i shall sort out stuff, do work and clear my mind =)
my thoughts are randomly scattered, my emotions are out of the heart, incontrollable. it will pass but i intend to catalyze the process. because i don't want to see myself anything else other then happy. and that goes for you as well =)
the black cloud is starting to cover the light, but oh well there's always a sliver lining aft every dark cloud, and no matter how big the cloud is, i'll always be waiting for that sliver lining. if i have to collapse, i'll only do so, aft i've seen the sliver lining =) that's my resolution.
tmw practice, lets make the most out of it =)
for you =) and for me as well =) such an apt song
9:15 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
3 days. those near 60+ hours that we spent together somehow seems more then 60 hours, it was as if we knew each other for a long time already, we could communicate well, we knew each other's personality, we knew how to deal with each other, how to get our messages across to each other without the slightest hint of a doubt, without the slightest flaring of temper. Even if we had an opposing viewpoint, we would take each other's views into consideration, weigh out the pros and cons and see how to improve the design, ideas weren't thrown out of the window straight away, careful thought and consideration were given, even if an idea was rejected, the reasons were valid and the way it was put across showed that the idea was at least worth 9 other member's time to think abt =)
the facilitators and teachers thought our group was fantastic and we won the best sub group award for Group C. kudos to all C4 members! but if they should ask why we were so good and could work so well, i would imo, say it all boils down to a single word, mutual. everything we did was mutual within the group, there was mutual trust, mutual respect, mutual care and love. these precious things became a necessity to us, we couldn't do without it. i could see all of us wanting to help each other and not asking for anything in return, jairus really deserved the best camper award even though he was genuinely shocked at receiving it. shows how if you're really doing something good, from your heart, no word of thanks or recognition is needed, but still, since the teachers acknowledged his contributions to the team, he is one group member we can be proud of. kudos to you jairus!
in this camp, i learnt some things, one of the bigger one was humility. because frankly speaking, my forte isn't in anything physical, true, i might have better willpower then others, but i developed that from band, my physical strength is easily crushed by people like jarius and kannan. dragonboating is a good example, though it was jarius forte, he let us paddle, he wanted us to experience the toughness of rowing the boat and trust me, it was no mean feat. my body still bears the ache from rowing, but for this event, jairus taught me how to row the boat properly and at first i was like its just rowing, how hard can it be? but my point was later emphasized by the aching of my body, and jairus taught me the right techinque and really, it lessened the strain on my body by a lot a lot. it showed me that as a leader, you should always be open to opinion, because right now, we are jacks of all trades but master of none. no one can claim to be good at something, the only thing we can claim is that we are RELATIVELY better at certain things as compared to others. thus listening to your friends criticisms and pointers really can help make you go a long way.
but we are all CCALs or council, this means that we're the *creme de la creme" and why we can really work so well is perhaps because we all have a shared vision, we're all ccals, we can work better with each other just because we're ccals, its like putting birds of the same feather together, they always flock together throughout. but in the cca itself, this might not be the case and dissent can be heard whenever a decision is made, we cant satisfy both sides so we have to always always sacrifice sth from ourselves and come to a compromise btwn both sides, because i believe strongly that arguing is a waste of my time. decisions have to be made and some people won't like it but that won't change a thing anw.
heh that shall be all for today, tmw i'll continue, cant really think alr =)
for you =) missed you loads <3! enjoy!
9:34 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008
okayyy now i noe where im wrong, its teh timing, everytime i take it too slowly. supposed to start semiquaver, i start triplet, straight away out. -.- but nvm i prac like 10 times alr im good =) shall focus tmw, be good be pro be the best.
2 days to a tempo, plus ccal camp sighz, long time away. manz. lonelyyyy.
but those days are going to pass by quicklyyyyyy like realll quickkk. =) spore is totally home man. thisss iss homee, truly, where i know i must be.
okay tmw band whole day, make full use of it, sun go watch movie! and make full use of time as wellll, mon will be a stellar performance =)
for you =) love you muchhhh =) may have put this before, but it still rocks =)
5:39 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
sighz, i realize that practice does not equate to perfection. today is a perfect example of it. not many things went well today. heh bball lost, prac was screwed, failed econs, just passed chem.
i mean, i won't say i've practiced like a lot for the solo i've written, but i can safely say that i've thought abt it time and time again after the 1st time was screwed up, practiced in front of the metronome, found out i wrote for 7 instead of 8 bars, changed the notes to try to suit the chords, and now i find that there's mini-details which i kind of don't know because i do not have a musical background. oh oh and i got an ulcer on my lips. wow. wad a good standard to be in 4 days before the concert. man, first time doing such a long solo, ad lib sommore and i'm wtfing myself. sighz. need to prac more, whether it'll help, that depends on the concert day, anything can go, either it'll be very good, or very bad. average somehow just won't fit in. shall prac hard tmw (not as if i've not been pracing hard).
tests, screwd chem and econs, 3 tests all failed. okay i can say that i know for one chem and econs test i didnt study or prepare, so i know i cant expect anything, but for the lecture test, i did prepare a bit, and i was expecting to see more then a 12/25. pass yea, SUB-pass to me = fail. haiz. honestly i was expecting more. nvm shall study hard during the holidays. really. at least i know that i tried my best, real best.
the concert's on monday, i hope my ulcer doesnt become full blown by then. or rather i hope it just goes away now. heh i tink i've developed this innate ability to know whether im on form from the moment i play my first note. today, the first reading said suck, so did the next few. but no, tmw it'll be good. and no matter what, im going to make that damn solo sound nice. yeah, not as pro as jj, but still, shall give it my best shot. concerts at esplanade are hard to come by. especially concerts wif solos inside.
today is a bad day, real bad. but den again, the day is going to end in abt 2hrs 45mins time. bad things will only last at the maximum 24hrs. any longer, it means that i don't know how to look forward and make the best of what i have.
resolution for concert. both solos i play will have to be of standard, any lower is downright unacceptable, but having said that, 3 days doesnt seem to be enough time. shall do my best within these 3 days tho, on that day, i'll leave everything up to fate.
for now, let's go through this bad time together =) for tomorrow will be a brighter day =) let's bury today somewhere, let it be a lesson learnt and we'll create a brighter day tomorrow =) i love you so much =)
For you <3!
8:42 AM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
somehow the most used phrase nowadays for me is i dunno. i dunno this and that.
i mean, look at it this way, i think perhaps i look upon others wif a fixed eye, i don't change my impression on anyone much, but that's not to say that it is unchangeable, it is. but honestly? how much can u change in two yrs, wif 1/2 of it being in school, and grades are your top priority? the only reason why i look upon people wif the same impression i got from them on the first day of sch is because it is almost true that they will remain the same way for a long time. A person's character is perhaps the hardest thing to change and takes the longest time. 2 yrs? heh aint enuf. the person will still remain the same person, being a hypocrite will not help, underneath wdv mask u're wearing, you're still the same person
people who know me well enuf will know how i treat those that i like and those that i dun like. it's obvious really, i dun really care how i treat those that i don't like, but i'm practical, unless the person i don't like has a strong hold on my future, i really couldn't care less how i treat him. nt as if having one more enemy is going to end the world for me. lol and really, what is it abt girls that make us scared of pissing them off? if i really don't like someone, i cant be bothered whether it's a guy or girl, they piss me off and i retaliate all the same.
maybe i'm being too extreme,but honestly, being brought up in this pragmatic society, i tink i have enuf reason to look upon people with a little more extremity. but yeah i might need to cut down on being such a biased person. heh
okay time for bed, nitez
for you =)
8:19 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
cannot cannot cannot
GP is dead. i suddenly realized the pitiful pathetic amount of general knowledge i have on the world, it's not even enough to fit into my palm! just read an AQ and i dunno what the kyoto protocol is. okay tmw paper the only thing im expecting/aiming for is a pass.
from now on, devoting 1hr a day on news and random facts that can be found wiking. shall add GK buffing time to my schedule. gawd, my GK is totally fail, tmw is really really i cant expect anything coz 1 day isnt enough for GP and woah i realized it so early man.
tmw pray sth im familiar wif comes out. sighzzzz this is going to be the turning point of my life, for the better of course. cant slack anymore.
okay zzz, may the force be wif me tmw -.-
for you =) jiayou too =))
7:51 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
start of wk 10, goal for this week, do decently for GP, hoping to get a C. B would be good.
last hectic week, before the fun starts, need to prac my solo, do finish work and pw by the end of this week, seems to be a good week ahead, need to mug of course. and play too =) and yes, i shall have more confidence abt my playing standard =) need to buck up and prac harder, the solo shall not be performed sub-standardly, my standard may not be high, but i'll always do my best.
jiayou me! and today was quite a fun day, happy bdae to my cousin! =) econs lecture was okay, den tried doing chem but failed miserably? er sad case la ah, pg 6 of tutorial = cant do the tutorial at all. but yeah try try.
okay shall end of blogging here, my eyelids are shutting alr. goodnite world!
for you =) <3!
8:21 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
there's a fine line between many things, most of the time, even that fine line is blurred, such that you don't know you've crossed it till you crossed it. i'm sure there's quite a few things i've crossed, most of the time i know i'm crossing it yet i still want to cross it. and in the process, making people pissed, making people lose faith in me.
sometimes i ask myself why cross it if you know the consequence, most of the time, i end up without an answer. it's just the feeling of wanting to know how the consequence would be like. wanting to test unknown waters. well it's both good and bad. of course if the consequence is too great, testing unknown waters will be a disaster, but then again, when is too great, too great?
there's some things i've said in my life that i know i didnt mean it, but i still said it. some things i've done which i know it wasnt the right time to do yet i did it. some things that i'm thinking of doing, and i've already weighed out the consequences, im nt sure whether i shld carry it out. coz most of it involves people being directly hurt, and it hurts me as well.
i guess now, i'll have to set a line where i will not cross no matter what and this line will nt be blurred one bit. time for me to learn to make decisions which dun hurt, might not benefit, but at least no one gets involved in it negatively.
had a talk abt band, looking at band in an honest light, isnt exactly comforting. but im doing a resolution now, that no matter what, for the year that we're in *office*. this will be one band that will never succumb to pressure, never complain abt practice, never compromise on musical standard, and never never be individualistic. sounds optimistic? yeah it's going to be one hell of a journey to get these 4 things done well, but i'll put in my best effort, risk drowning in the water, so long as we all enjoy band, there's nothing i'm willing to do that isnt worth it. nothing.
for now, i guess i'll have to take into more serious consideration the consequences, before i decide.
i'm glad you trust me. and i trust you too. for without trust, we would have been no more then just strangers.
for you =)
7:53 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
for the first time in a long time, i took a 15mins walk home.. all quiet, with just the streetlamps and passing cars for company. of course not to mention the occasional small ruckus caused by passing people, who have no idea that they are disturbing the tranquility of the night, the melody from the wind, accompanied in silence by the twinkling of the stars. it's one of the best environments nature can give for you to sort out your thoughts, and cast away all forms of emotions other then happiness and hope.
i dunno, i've found people like me who likes to just walk abt and think abt stuff, it's not emo, its just thinking, discussing wif each other, and u get to find out in depth abt some things you've been doing, i dunno how to put it. basically you just learn more about urself, and the life you've been leading so far and u learn a wholeee lot more abt ur friends too. one of the greatest bonding activities done. it just starts and ends naturally when people are all tired and want to sleep, it ends.
nights like these are hard to come by, when you're just alone wif all the time in ur hands, overwhelmed by the beauty of nature just let ur thoughts flow freely
it has been a special night =)
for you =) for the best 60 days of my life =)
6:54 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
life is great! so far =) im beginning to understand stuff that i nvr thot i cld understand, time to start on gp mugging, lol tho i dunno what to mug or how to mug but still, have to find sth to mug,
haha these days, life transcends the boundaries of words. as hectic as my schedule is, there's always time for things which i value, to spend time wif family, friends and you =) i dunno, but to me this is getting more and more towards living my life to its fullest =)))
tmw, in sch from 8am till 9pm =) hows that? haha tho i may die from fatigue or sth, but still, its becoming more and more exhilarating. haha nvr felt like that in sec sch, besides in band. now it's applying to more and more things in my life =)
okay shall sleep early tonight! and have energy tmw to last the day =))))
for you =) today was weird without seeing u after sch, but there's always tomorrow =)
7:53 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
i've got nth much to blog now, cept for the damn fact that i would have aced chem test if i had the blardy time to study. freakzzors. no no no, i will NOT fail another test. all tests from now on will not be done without preparation or lack of it. only good test i had so far is math. which i PREPARED for. and okay it was what i expected.. but the others. nvm starting now. mug. period.
but thru these stuff, i can find happiness in certain things, writing out the solo for trombone which i have yet to perfect, but enroute. =) enjoying myself in cca. and out of cca and sch. im always glad you're there. and that you understand me the most =)
today, went for rimb concert. honestly, they played better then i expected, even tho everyone was like full of critisicms. what i believe and hope to be true is that you all practiced hard and played perhaps not the best, but played with your heart. to me i personally feel that it's not abt the notes, the dynamics and what not that's printed on paper, those are superficial. in a way, if you play with your heart and soul, even the most offtune note will sound in tune. of course that's no excuse for just throwing the score aside and anyhow play la. but in music for me, its heart over head. play wif feeling, a musical piece > a technical one. but im proud of you all, i can still remember prometheum XI, a stark image in my mind. those were the days. quite sad that few people are so into cca, for prometheum is one point in band that will make you really really feel part of band. one thing's for sure, i love rimb since i stepped into it, and i'll love it till the day i die. for we should we must we can we will =) the principle in my life.
of coz there's you as well =) thanks for being so understanding =) it makes me smile. :)
for you <3! =)))) for love knows not of death nor calculus above the simple sum of heart plus heart
7:58 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
tiring week but i shall sleep earlyyy today =)
tmw bo thurs chem test hope can do well for both =)
okayyy nth much to blog, shall blog in details on thurs nite =)
to those muggers! gogogo!
for you! <3! =)
6:55 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
did some work today! concentrated on chem 5a note making for 3 hrs and got it done, somehow feels i accomplished a lot more compared to previous mugging sessions. must be the incentive of finishing early =)
yep now going to do chem tut alr. hahah tmw shall mug a bit of bio for bio o, hope can get in, tho a bittt hard la. haha try my best anw.
tmw got bio mcq, wed got bio O, thurs got chem lecture test. hmmm my wks are sorta becoming like this, tests weekly, random tests on random days. gone mad.
guess i'll just have to get used to it! will plan out June mugging schedule during the hols. =)
for now its chem tut! =)
and i've found greattt motivation to do work =)
for you =)
9:25 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
band campppp! haha shall upload pics tmw.
wrote out my solo today, sounds nice but farny, hmmm.. nvm shall try it out wif the band and see how it is. games were interesting wif Spice girls and solar eclipse, nvr knew i cld guess such random taboo words. haha the food was nt bad, but i tot it shld've been an overnight camp, we shld really have an overnight camp this year. hm if nt at least a second band chalet. pracs arenttt enuf to get the spirit going mannn....
yeah haha came home at 11 plus, tiredddd shall go sleeeppppppppp! tmw is mugging day!
for you! <3!
8:45 AM
Friday, May 9, 2008
today was the best day of my life so far. and im not going into details =) but of coz let it get better from here on =)
invest is coming up, time to hardcore it and make our first impression on the band a good one, plus a first impression on the teachers must be good too. jiayou!
yep tmw going to spam a solo wif jinjun, shall look at his composition tmw and come up wif random stuff xDDD
okay jiayou me for chem lecture test! and all the tests that are coming up =)
life always gets better only.
for you =) for today =) for rjcsb 08-09 =)
7:56 AM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
okay hell of the week over, wow and its friday -.-.-.-
tmw study chem or bwinteroglympics. cant decide, shall see tmw.
maybe do bio tut, chengwai just reminded me =)
okay nth muchh happened today, band was fine, did a bit of work, going early on sat to write solo. hm. think abt it tmw xD tired now as usual, brain dead, lucky no hw, starting mugging tmw =))) for now shall zzz..... tmws going to be a longggg dayyy....
for you =)))
6:30 AM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
manz tired tired
sighzzz i need a good break of a few days, but there aint any in sight till after ccal camp, then we have to study for CT's but still at least the burden of school is over.
band pracs from 6 till 8:30 for the nxt few thurs, need to slot in time to mug chem, cant afford to fail it again -.- hopefully this will be the first math test which i pass =)))) by doing 6 practice qns, im so proud of myself. wow -.-
argh need to buck up man. finding a day, perhaps this sat, to plan out my june studying schedule. at the rate im going im going to screw up my CT's BIG time. i tink i'll go to school during June to study, hope library is open, or i'll find a nice quiet spot to study. of coz might get some ppl to accompany me, in case poor nooby me dunno how to do workkkk. can ask pros qns. hm sounds good yea?
2nd term coming to a close. =) i can say my workload has increased significantly. heh but the fun has increased significantly too. and of course. i'm a much happier person these days, tired as i may be. =) the stars don't hang out of reach anymore. =) <3!
okay. shall talkk more tmw, for now its CHEM energetics! must be energetic doing it =) win =))
for you! <3! and for readon, for he's vice-chair =)
8:02 AM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
gawd bzzzz this week and from now on going to be veryyyy bz.
math test tmw im just starting to revise. dies
well today was a fun day =) tho i prioritized my stuff wrongly, shld've studied math a few days beforehand or at least sat down for like a few hours straight to do math. now gg la
pw pres tmw. haiz.... shitshitshit i alwaysss want to get work started but no motivationnn... i need to find a time where i have nth to do for 4hrs straight and do work -.-
no matter what im not going to fail ANY ct's. in fact, i want to get at least 2 B's for chem and bio. June is mugging time and consulting time. no time to play manz. mug all the way. shit life's going to suck realll bad. but for the grades, oh well i'll try my best to put up wif it no?
for H3, for you and for myself, i'll get the best grades that my ability prevails.
for now, i'll try my best in math and chem, no guarantees tho.
lets list down my priorities in no particular order.
1. you 2. studies 3. band 4. family
yep im going to work on these 4 to the best of my capabilities! nt one will be left out. tiring? yes but the sheer exhilaration when it proceeds one step further is indescribable. i'll make it worth it, i swear.
for you <3! =) oh and for my faithful blog readers xD
for those who want the studio version
8:39 AM
Monday, May 5, 2008
gawd, shldnt have bought soo many different concert tix, my mom is going to kill me soon. the effects are starting to show, she's complaining on and on and on abt going to concerts and coming bak late. nt to mention studies gged -.- AHHHHH
but manz im going to mug hardcore in JUNE. GP dies. totalleh. argh shitzzzzz. time to have good TIME MANAGEMENT. mannnn why JC sooo tuff. gone mad.
21days to atempo. gotta write the solo out soon. shitzzors
stress creeping up on me. need to find time to read up on gp before i die miserably for ct...
okay TIME TO zzz, tmw plan invest, SPA and chorale concert haizzzz
for you =) something neww again!
8:17 PM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
dance night was okay, some interesting performances, some okay, some nt that good, but oh wells that is what you get when you combine like half a million different dance groups together. haha but yeah i was like the pimp of the day or sth. hahah from 6pm onwards i was never seen in the company of any lesser then like 5gals. haha
went to watch ironman before that, okay la, nt super like 5/5 but its nt bad given the hollywood standard CGI and special effects. yep den ate dinner at griller plus cabbing to UCC speaking of which i need to collect money from people.. hmmmm haha gone mad i spent 50 bucks woo of which only the taxi fare is unaccounted for.
but it was a nice night =) ucc is ownage at night, lols i want to like perform there one day. haha for now esplanade will do just fine =)
sad thing i cant perform for RISE, coz ccal camp means i'll be missing 3 of their trgs before the concert. haiz the pieces are nice man... maybe nxt year =)
this week has been hectic and gone mad, but it was fun. nxt week too! haha every minute has been worth it =)
for you! <3! something different =)
9:34 AM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
gone mad doing gpp and bio.
still doing taking a break tho its 1223am and my mom is going to own me soon.
sighz tmw will be a long day. ending at 930 wif rise prac and i havent sightread the scores
shits.
okay back to work, but we'll get thru this tough week. sat seems close by.
lets all stay positive and end this week on a high note =)))
for you =) and this song is soo applicable. chk out the lyrics =)