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♥ DancingSheep
three cheers for me.
40SAR. Minion of the state. ORD 03122011 (:
Australia 2012.
mneo
7:16 AM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
nt a good time tis week. besides for the one fact that im elected abm. other then that it's been a pretty screwed up week. haiz. no elaboration needed, going to throw all thsi shit away.
but as usual after a storm, there'll always be a rainbow. =) and when that rainbow comes, we'll enjoy it. to the max i promise!
for now, we'll just tolerate all the things that life wants to throw at us. and take it head on. show that obstacles cant bring us down dammit. okay that dammit was purely for effect xD
but yea, im going to meet the challenges head on. and overcome it man or im so not fit to be the freakin abm i swear.
2008-2009, these 2 years, i'm going to bloody make the best out of both years, everyday of it.
starting after labour day xD hahahahah
for now. i'll take these 2 days to think abt life so far. and of course do up whatever work lolssss hahaha
go neo! go liew! xD
for you! <3!
6:42 AM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
im backkkk and missed you loadssss! =) had to make u worry abt me! hugss!
okay shall post on class camp once pics are in!
camp made me think loads like really a lot. hopefully we all changed for the better. i thought through my life for the past few years and now i've decided its nt fun enough and i should inject some fun into it =) of course lots of new stuff have come into my life, including a super important one! <3!
and now im back to reality, and shall go do pi before i conk outttt -.- gggggg
for you! <3!
8:42 AM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
COMPANY 525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear. 525,600 minutes - how do you measure, measure a year? In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee. In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes - how do you measure a year in the life? How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love. Seasons of love.
SOLOIST 1 525,600 minutes! 525,000 journeys to plan. 525,600 minutes - how can you measure the life of a woman or man?
SOLOIST 2 In truths that she learned, or in times that he cried. In bridges he burned, or the way that she died.
COMPANY It’s time now to sing out, tho the story never ends let's celebrate remember a year in the life of friends. Remember the love! Remember the love! Remember the love! Measure in love. Seasons of love! Seasons of love.
=)
It's 4 days, 96 hours, 5760 minutes. the number of seconds are just wayyy too big for me to absorb. but still who doesntttt believe in absence makes the heart grow fonder? who doesnt believe in you'll be in my heart always?
I've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be. and the reason is you =)
bittersweet =) but the sweetness>bitterness =) 4 days will be short with you on my mind always =) for this you getttt 4 vids! but can only watchh one a day okay =)
okay im the most worried for the speech. what should i say? if i were to say what i feel for the band and how i want it to be nxt year, i doubt it'll gain much support. im not sure, but im against selling myself outright to the band and promising things which i can't do. i trust that if i'm a good leader, people will know, i don't have to explicitly state it out budden again, it's like if i dun say it out im a proud person. i dunno la some dilemma.
but i tink i'll just come to what i really want for the band next yr and how to get there. whether or not i get voted in, i swear i'll still give my very best. of course, for those AHEM band people reading my post ar, vote me la duh xD haha
for you <3! for all the small things you do everyday =)
9:45 AM
Monday, April 21, 2008
its always the small things =)
small things to make us last, make us grow stronger. one thing for sure, we respond better to small events then huge ones. the small ones prepare us for whatever lies ahead.
no matter how awkward it was, i'm glad you told me =) and i'm glad you trusted me enough not to keep it to yourself =)
we'll grow together =) slowly but surely =) and im stilll smilinggg! =)
for youuu =) and it's alwayss special! <3!
3:19 AM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
1st pw meeting today! okay i got this feeling our group will work better then expected =) got work done quite fast today wif our dear slavedriver ms jiawen xD ahhahah lets hope she doesnt see this so i dun get owned xD
yep but on a whole 1st meeting was productive, at least we achieved what we set out to do before time. yepz hope this can continue, haha at least we had fun today. me and yk walked arnd sch for 30mins to find a damn lan port but cldt find it -.- ahha so went to library, and we did real work there woah =) winwin!
now to edit pi, write speech and find my missing chem tutorial hmmmm go neo! xD
i guesssss this pretty much sums up how i feel everyday when i see you =) specially for you =)
6:20 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
okay, i guess auds were okay for me la haha a bittt nervous at the beginning tho, but shall let the band decide =) we've done our part, and as ys and me agreed, no matter the outcome, we'll always support each other. we want to get what we asked for, but it's impossible, and this time at least before the results are out, we've signed an unspoken pact to support each other for the nxt year for the better good of the band =)
well, all we can do now, is make our heartfelt-speeches on wed and leave it all up to the rest to vote wisely. =) may the most suitable person be allocated the right post..
phone sent for repair today. somehow my pockets just feel different, guess i need to curb my over reliance on the phone and conc more on studies xD
haha but yea la, again this is the most difficult time in band. as always, when you're aiming to get what you want. haha but at least this time there's no hard feelings towards each other.
=) jiayou!
and somehow you could tell i was a little down. =) and brightened the day up for me =)
hugs. and i love you for that! =)
for you =) for you made me feel extra special today :)
31 days. the happiest 31 days in my life so far =) and thats the official count. the non-official? haha more then that =) i hope the last 24 hours were special! but for me, from the day i loved you, it has always been special, every single minute of it =) and every minute from now on will continue being special =)
i'll always remember the day! 17th March 08, supposed to be 15th march xD but we've got one more day to celebrate! one more day to make u smile for an hour straight =) one more day to make u feel more special then you alr are =)
and for that, i love you! this is for you specially=)
7:59 AM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
counting 59mins to go =) for a special day to come. a realll special one. =)
chem spa was good, sectionals was good, lessons were good, everything was good today. but something's going to make it better. something. nt telling you xD
but anw, tmw there's econs test and i suckkkk at humans, but goin to try my best anw, hope i dun fail again -.------
anddd sth for you =) watch it at 12midnite =)
8:45 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
personal resolution #1: I WILL not get involved in ANY politics.
i dunno la, ppl dun usually say what they mean, change their minds like blinking their eyes -.- exco auds on sat, interview and speech on wed. for the 1st time, i want the dbm post, and no, im not going down without fighting for it.
the speech is supposed to be selling urself, but somehow i tink there's more to it then just yourself. its about the band, and somehow i tink i've got more to criticize den anything. there's always good things to say, but this time round i tink the bad stuff > good stuff. sighz, will be trying to talk to winston/ys/jy/david/kinchun abt the exco stuff, see what consensus we can all come to. for now, i'll put in my best effort and im telling you, be prepared for a showdown.
tmw is chem spa, and quite a few stuff happened today, but i'll put all of it on hold until friday, no point worrying abt these things when tests starts tmw.
for now. i'll be contented wif what i have =) that includes you!
for you, and i'll be there. no matter what. =) <3!
4:30 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
arghhhh failed my pop quiz on a topic i last revised 2wks ago, but still no excuse. time to buck up. sighzzzzzzz studies are gettinggg harder and harder. tmw got chem to mug for weds SPA.... pray this wk ends on a good note.. and let the war begin this sat. where true passion and enthusiasm is let lose. well im interested to see what's in store on sat =) may the best bandsmen/bandsgirl win.
speaking of which, i tink its time i let go of all grudges i have. haha shall start on a clean new slate, its not good to bear grudges, i tink it affects your studies LOL hahah okay i shall treat every one equally from now, cept you hahaha SPECIAL treatment hehe xD
enjoy, for you =)
7:50 AM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
i tink im catching it =) oh, this is one plague i won't want a cure for. =))))
For you! about you! =) <3!
5:10 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
wadd a coolio saturday, band school and fun all in one day =) my life damn exciting! are you jealous? xD
9-1 prac! mr. oura got locked out of school and forgot to bring his phone, lucky db winston and i were gging to 7-11 xD haha otherwise we NO band prac xD den nominations lol according to win, i got nominated for bm, abm and sc -.- okayyyyyyy lol some repeat of sec 3 xD and todayyy i got reprimanded by mr oura. shits man, need to curb nervousness of playing a solo... sighz, can play it out of band, but not during prac itself... hm need to expose myself to playing solo more. wenrong say i got good technique but need to listen to professionals and copy the tone. haha i agree man, my tone aint that nice. tend to be sharp and a little piercing. but technically im okay. today played the pieces all with solos inside, got me some self-confidence. JJ and wenrong said solo nt bad xD praise from SYO ppl! =) shall work hard and become better!!
2-7, met sihui's cool/farny/weird junior, all in 1 damn farny hahaha she some super tall girl and only in sec 3 gawd... ppl's genes are getting better tis days xD i feel sad xDDD den went to catch a movie, too bad bucket's list sold outttt =( but we watched street kings! nice show!!
7-8 dinner wif mom at mos xD saw some streeters xD and chinnychinchin haha
8-??? reading up one topic of chemmm, must catch up one topic today and 1 topic tmw! doing math and econs tmw =) hope to see steffen toh on tue for pi consultation xD
todayyy was happening! and happyyyyyy for the simplest reason ever! guess what's the reason =) no prizes tho, coz its soooooo simple.
for you!! for my days are never sad wif you around =)
oldie version! niceee voice
cooler adrenaline inducing version!!
8:33 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
tonight, just that 2+ hours brightened up my whole day! and it made me realize that there are a hell lot of better things in this world to treasure then to be pissed the whole day because of a bio test. xD
You light up my life You give me hope To carry on You light up my days and fill my nights with song =)
and for that, i <3 you!
for you, and exclusively you, for you're a luxury =)
5:15 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
bigg bigg headache.
mannnn glycosidic linkages suck, and why do we need to learn quaternary structure when we're only at tertiary level... and i need to study lipids even when im nt fat in any way -.- plus, when im studying, there's no biological catalysts to help me speed up the rate of reaction so i memorize more stuff... for now, the computer is acting as a non-competitive inhibitor to studies. my Vmax is sooo going down -.- michealis constant is too high. i've no affinity for studies at all man. i need a high concentration level in order to reach Vmax. plus, my turnover rate is like 0, when others are going like 10^6. also, the weather outside aint helping my temperature coefficient. its like 28 degrees when optimum temperature is at 37degrees, by right i can learn stuff twice as fast. if i were to measure the rate of product formation in my head, it would be sooo low, but if i measure rate of substrate disappearance, my gawd, all the enzymes will kowtow before me... also my mom cooked sooo much carbohydrates today such that i would have tooo much ATP to spare and go hyper tonight. -.-
okay random, nvm ignore that paragraph. hahaha
for now, i gotta go mug biology for the test tmw. hope its good.... =) jiayou me!!!
for you! as always =) <33!
5:52 AM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
shalalalalalala
im floating in heaven siaaaa =) you make my day bright!
even tho my napfa got AABBD, haha sbj is hopeless.... but still i smile =) and will alwaysss smile so long as you're somewhere on this earth =)
specially for youuu =)
9:00 AM
Monday, April 7, 2008
=) smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee nighttimess are nice =) i've got motivation to studyyy hardd tmwww =)
for now, im done wif chem tut, shall go slppppp!
but before thatt....
a littleeeee something for you =) <3!
7:10 AM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
words cant say everything hahah today shall be a vid dayyyy
for youuu =) hugssss
5:46 AM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
o mannnn bad habits coming bakkkkk.... pressing mouthpiece too hard against my lips... aiya shit la. self discipline going down AGAIN..... -.- sighz nvm shall start picking up on intensive training nxt prac. but there's always NOT ENOUGH self prac time -.-
trying to cut down on procrastinating these few days. picking up A BIT of speed on math, tho still veryveryvery slow. more practice needed!!!! gogogo!
bio and chem spa are all scaring me. plus lecture test coming up and i havent started studying... planning to mug bio tmw. doing GP later.
tmw plan. wake up at 9. den breakfast till 10. den MATH and PW till 12! MUST complete! NO DISTRACTIONS AHHH! den 12-1 lunch. 1-5 BIO mug. planning to finish up bio molecules. 5-7 do practice, do a bit more tutorial. 7-8 dinner. 8-10 start on enzymes. and aft that i'll go play.... times are interchangeable coz i have no idea what time dinner or lunch is. hahah but in the end, my plan is...
4hr practice, 4hr mug, 2hr of food gay... but yeah haha shall try to do well for bio. tho mugging not = pro. but still i tried. shall get some ppl to follow me style of muggin tmw.. hehe you're the firstttt xDDDD
alrite i shall go do GP research! and do it well! ciao!
for you! and i'm still smiling =)
8:19 AM
Friday, April 4, 2008
dunno whyyy i have coughhh this few days. sighzzzz, breathless for no reason. eh screwy i tink my body gging on me alr -.-
anw today nt a bad timing... i did 1.6 in 6:55, quite happy.... SBJ is fail tho, im sure i jump only 225, wtf time to trainnnn haha but train in 3 days? sighz.... screw la, shall go there and just swing like man. hahaha
auds today, some miscommunication, kinda screwy, plus really no jazz feel.i dunno, i mean jazz aint all abt improvisation. u have to play the backbone of the piece well enuf before u can actually improvise. plus we did work on specific parts of the piece, so it's kinda underprepared. but yeah its just my opinions and im just a guest player hahah. main reason why i prefer orchestrated scores to jazz. jazz just aint my cup of tea.
on the other hand, tmw there's band, hope i can get my range up a bit, can hit D now. shall try and make it hittable wif ease?
alrite thats all for todayyyy, time to go zzz! ciao!
for you! =)
6:35 AM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
i dont feel myself these few days. its like part of me is missing. i sometimes answer without thinking, pissing people off, sometimes i just do things that i don't even know im doing. and sch's nt helping any more. there's cca commitment and all the crap. plus rjc somehow feels different? its so much lonelier, doesnt feel as warm as ri.
well at least i got a close group of frens arnd me and you! =)
but yeah, nowadays, i try to be happy on the outside, but im nt really sure whether im really happy on the inside? i cant tell. its like me putting on a facade. i also dunno what i'm actually sad or frustrated abt, from the looks of it, it just seems like the "guy's version of pms" as jotham aptly puts it. i feel sad at like things that i dont know?
quite some stuff bothering me lately, but no im nt writing it here, in case i get severe repercussions.
sighz okay my post might nt be making sense, nvm i'll try to sort things out.
for you =) for you make me smile, like really smile.
8:42 AM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
my life currentlyyyy got 4 days straight CCA...
GG AND I DIDNT BRING MY INSTRU BAK WOAH YEAH HAHAH DIE
life is UNDER PRESSUREEEEEE
okay too tired to blog alr, jus did math revision hahahah
tmw onwards shall ONLY come online EITHER AFTER i finish my homework and revision OR NOT BEFORE 10PM, meaning even i no hw, i must revise till 10pm BEFORE coming on.
hard resolution, but im LAGGING behind in just about EVERYTHING, shall see how it works out and modify the rule accordingly.... bio lecture test must get high marks!
okay slppinggggggggggg tmw got 4 tuts straight yay
for you <3! =)
5:27 AM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
nowadays, everything just seems to be based on a routine. like there's nothing new, nothing special. its just the same stuff we do everyday. makes me wonder whether im actually living my life to its fullest everyday.
ytd was the official Parent PMS day. where everyone gets owned by their mom/dad... sighz. at least today was a better day. sometimes if something big or sth bad is coming, i just tell myself that it'll pass, coz time doesnt stop. and i look forward to the stuff that i'll do after whatever has happened happened.
i think i should start putting some colours into my life. instead of the bleak black and white now, shall try to make it a rainbow. and hopefully i can derive satisfaction from it.
And i don't want the world to see me, Coz i don't think they would understand.