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7:44 AM
Monday, March 31, 2008
lol mom and dad pmsing today.
came bak home at 1020, stood outside the window, saw them quarreling, and for 2 mins, i was invisible. nt that i was visible before anyway... den i called out hello and somehow in the midst of an argument, they can actually smile. but of course, there's nth sincere abt that smile.
i mean the 1st thing i told my mom was, tmw got class outing, den she said why u go out wif ur class so many times? (in a way that makes it sound as if i went out wif the class everyday) i told her as far as i recall, i went out wif our class twice this whole yr lol? den i got that erm stare that suggested i was talking back to her and i decided to drop it and let her win as usual.
so aft that i went to bathe, she said, go eat the papaya and don't leave it out there. like as if it was me who actually put it there? she started scolding me abt leaving the plate there and i was all ready to just shout bak. budden lol i don't benefit so again i let her win
sighz i really hate it when people blame you for things you never ever did? furthermore its my parents, perhaps im really invisible to them. they can tell what i do anytime, but they cant tell my character, cant tell my personality. i wonder if all that i did to change to suit them was actually worth it. bloody hell, i tolerated lots of stupid shit crap scoldings i got for things i never did, and its ALWAYS after a quarrel between them. i never see my bro getting scolded, nt when his bed is 10000 times messier then mine. i reach home, everything is brother brother brother, i dun hear my name mentioned once. its sms me when ur bro gets home, ask ur bro what he want to eat, ask ur bro whether he going out, ask ur bro this and that. knn i dont fking exist la.
tts nt all, its always if your bro hungry, go buy food for him. and its MY POCKET money dammit. wtf la he's 2 yrs older then me, cant he do things himself? i duno why everyone in my family worships him just coz he currently holds the best A lvl results in the whole family tho he and I are perhaps the only ones who know it's a screwed up result. now i dunno whether i love/hate my bro. he's the only one in the fam i talk to, but its coz of him tat i dun get recognized, for now, i still love him. at least he asks abt me when im nt at home. nt like people who are supposed to know you coz they are ur parents.
sighz i've gotten what i wanted to say off my mind. blogs rock. go blogspot. dammit life is fked up. and i swore to cut down swearing. fk the world la.
for all the ppl who undergo fked up moments wif ur family <3
5:58 AM
Sunday, March 30, 2008
life rox. haha i shldn't complain more xD for now, im contented wif what i have. hope it lasts =)
now life's complete again =) haha bak to a normal yet exciting life
i wonder how you life's going xD
this is life <3! my turn to start smiling like an idiot xD
For you! <3!
4:37 AM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
haha play was okay
no comments on the music tho there is at least a bungalow's worth of room for improvement. ensembles occured to me as nt the best of ideas for a performance, granted its an informal performance, but still, i tink we shld all like at least practice the piece to performing standard, which means at the VERY minimum, no rhythmic error. obviously there were tons of it during the performance, but i guess the skit itself made up for it.
so overall haha i would say the music failed. honestly, you cant disagree with me. but the skit did quite a good job, so kudos to the cast lol and the ever supportive audience which includes seetow haha. so out of 10? perhaps a 6? nt sth i would pay to watch or listen, but since its free, why not. at least you're guaranteed laughter for 20mins.
band prac + big band today was tiring lol. ggxx alr, time to slp early today, wake up late tmw and catch up on the 1000 hrs of sleep that i've missed this whole week -.-, nxt wk RISE starts prac.. looking forward to it!
okay that's all for now. shall go J8 and eat haagen dazz. ciao!
for you!<3! =)
8:02 AM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
I closed my eyes, drew back the curtain To see for certain what I thought I knew Far far away, someone was weeping But the world was sleeping Any dream will do
I wore my coat, with golden lining Bright colours shining, wonderful and new And in the east, the dawn was breaking And the world was waking Any dream will do
A crash of drums, a flash of light My golden coat flew out of sight The colours faded into darkness I was left alone
May I return to the beginning The light is dimming, and the dream is too The world and I, we are still waiting Still hesitating Any dream will do
A crash of drums, a flash of light My golden coat flew out of sight The colours faded into darkness I was left alone
May I return to the beginning The light is dimming, and the dream is too The world and I, we are still waiting Still hesitating Any dream will do
Dreams will become a reality if you want it to be.
too tired today to do anything, just want to sleep and soo i shalll =)
1day down, 3 to go! xD
for you <3! hugs
6:41 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Maybe I didnt treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didnt love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time
You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Maybe I didnt hold you All those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you Im so happy that youre mine If I make you feel second best Girl, Im sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You are always on my mind You are always on my mind
enjoy the 4 days! =) You're always on my mind! hugss!
have funn! cya on mondayyy =)
For you <3!
7:44 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Smile an everlasting smile, a smile can bring you Near to me. Dont ever let me find you down, cause that would Bring a tear to me. This world has lost its glory, lets start a brand New story now, my love. Right now, therell be no other time and I can show You how, my love.
Talk in everlasting words, and dedicate them all to Me. And I will give you all my life, Im here if you Should call to me. You think that I dont even mean a single word i Say. Its only words, and words are all I have, to take Your heart away. =)
oldies are the pinnacle of music man.... seriously. pity most ppl dun appreciate it sighz... great voices are starting to diminish. most singers with high range now just dun have that impact. kudos to the oldies! they laid the foundation but sadly no one is building up on it. :( go oldies!
for you! =) look above
7:33 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
bioo lecture in 2 wks --> selection for bio Olympiad. hope i can get shortlisted LOL tho i might not make it to bio O, still, if can get shrotlisted i happy le!
so must start mugging nowww, prepare for the test, hope can ace it. hope la but dunno why something always happens on the day itselfff damn -.---- haha this time cannot let anything go wrong, must be confident!
hm tmw shall make good use of the time to do revision on bio molecules first, den enzymesss keywords must be rightttt =)
and today is another dayyy where i nearly slpt in econs. phew lucky i know what fiolio was talking abt haha i got some concepts right!
and nowwww time to take medicine and ZZZ
for you! hugs! <3
6:01 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
ahhhh sickkk againnn... life suxxors xD
down wif a cough + fever + sore throat = hope i dun gg before friday. sighz
today was quite productive considering the damn cough mixture makes ppl drowsy dammit -.- haha did 2 essay outlines and read a bit of math. think i'll stop for the day, my brain is going to fail soonnnnn
tmw, hope i dun slp! there's prac tmw. sighz one bad thing abt being in a musical grp, you dun have a reason not to play unless there's sth wrong with ur tongue or lips. sore throat still can play xD life rox xD
hm tmw need to be in sch at the same time, for publicity photo taking haha hope i dun bring the wrong shirt xD
alriteee shall stop here and go eat dinner!
For you! <3! =)
4:55 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
wahhh tiredddddd, prac from 9 to 4.... okay there's lunch in between... acting was strenuous on my throat, esp when its alr hurting... haha but i guess its worth it if we want a good concert. we still have room for improvement... must get over my singing stage fright. movements can be a lot bigger.. hmmm hopefully we can pull it off well!
A tempo tix came in today... we got 6 compulsory tix to sell.. thats 126 dollars... woah but at the esplanade? i think its okay la nt say cheap, but okay... need to sell ahead of the other groups... lots of concerts that month... haha hope we can sell abv 75% tix!
alrite need to go do econs essay outline! =)
For you <3!
7:59 AM
Friday, March 21, 2008
today is GOOD fridayyy =)
watched rule#1 xD hehe okay shall nt go into detailsss, tho i nvr knew the cinema had things such as couple seats xD had lots of fun todayy, and quite tired, hope illness will nt come to the door =) cant fall sick for the concert! shall make it a niceee one...
for nowww im tireeddddd for you <3!
6:15 AM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
=) play in 1 wk time! hm, hope i dun forget lines on stage...xD today damn screwy, haha my tests all ggxx sighz... nvmmm this term shall not be that failure, sat and sun will be usedddd for MUGGINGGGGG haha time to catch up wif the class, shall start with the weakest like econs and gp, sun will be chemmmmm on sunnnn =) 3 sub in 2 days!
play sounds good, jazz hmm can do wif more improvement, haha mr oura owned us that dayyyy haha coz we didnt inform him abt prac. sighz, lets hope nth happens again... hm but it did feel 1/2 nice to see him scold again, sorta reminds me of rimb =) it just doesnt seem like mr oura when he doesnt scold. heh
alriteee 3 day wkendddd haha shall make full use of it =)
for you! <3
6:32 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
heh brings back good times =) perhaps the only time we achieved something others would deem impossible. haha miss those 4 years as a man in black with a green/black/white tie haha miss owning the juniors xD miss getting owned by mr oura =) miss getting owned by seniors xD miss the six/seven consecutive days of hardcore prac before syf that was a huge miracle, still remember the pure harmony we achieved BEFORE going up haha i think and really think that we deserved the gold, but we deserved a gold with honours for the hard work put in. =) how i wish i was a sec one in band all over again... somehow nt that i hate rjcsb, but i doubt there's anything that can replace those four years in my heart <3 rimb =) it might come close, but will never replace that special spot.. go for prometheum 12 rimb!
i'll be there, looking at the 3/4 band that has been wif me for at least 1 yr =) to my fav sec 2's this yr hope you all will shine on stage! =)
6:14 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
hmmm bak to school! more interesting things are happening now compared to sitting in front of the com and stoning....
haha rise chairman just called me. their trg is 4th april 6 to 830 pm! wooooo haha okay la hm den im wondering wtf do they do from 2 to 6 -.- haha but i guess its okay! time for some late night trg =)
haha for the 1st time i read ahead of a lecture, duh its bio, no other subject is really worth reading up ahead on. it'll just confuse u, at least bio is understandable haha...
for now hm, tmw is going to be a gay day... double math and chem, i confirm fail math one, dunnid to say hahah sure fail, dun fail i will really think im god man xD
life damn tough haha and nowwwww sth for u =)
8:27 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
some things cant be said with wordsss soooo....
6:34 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
sch's starting! actually i kinda wish there's no hols, i forgot everything i learnt in term 1 LOL
gg sighz bio is getting tough... need to find time to do work man... but now guest playing for rise and jazz plus 2 band cocnerts hmmm hoping life will be easier aft march concert.
now, practice days are
rjcsb, wed sat RISE (soon), Mon Fri Jazz, nt sure, hoping nt tue thurs
otherwise my trg days will be mon-fri oh yeah =) liddat i can join sso by june =)
looking forward to jap trip, hoping play will be a success, a tempo also. =)
shall ask charles to teach me improvisation soon...
but actually i like tough trgs in band, its like after you get past it, you feel a sense of achievement like woah you managed to get past 6day trg weeks for 3 mths! and skill level up! woah! transform! haha plus its nice to play for ri again =)
alrite shall end here! didnt do econs tut, gg alr im happy i did math and bio today! haha blog again tmw! byebye!
8:35 AM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
=)
wad a fun day! most fun one in the hols, haha one of the most fun in the whole year yet. =) hoped you like the card and mug =)
looking forward to school haha or i'll most likely stone away at home anw.... xD time to buck up and get the grades coming in...
band's slowly becoming something to look forward too. anticipating A tempo to be a big event. Hope play will be good. perhaps not the acting part, but the music part will have to be of more than just acceptable standard it'll have to be of a standard no less then what we expect for A tempo.
hmm tmw got FIVE tutorials. no kidding FIVE... gg hope to be done by 10pm.. shall start at 9am hahah
okayyy for nowwwww i shall go read a storybook!!!!!
ciao!
5:12 AM
Friday, March 14, 2008
heh things are perking up for band, at least now we sound better, playing more together then before. now im deciding whether to play for beauty and the beast or conduct it. im worried coz there'll only be one trombonist left. hm and its kinda hard to transpose scores for yiming. how? nvm shall decide soon. for now i'll just take them first.
today's prac hm, made some adjustments here and there. im nt sure what approach to take when im pointing out mistakes, its not like rimb, cant just scold. haha, man i miss those times. but so far its okay, haha nt using a strict tone yet. now i need to improve my practical, today was absolutely below my normal standards, a lot below. must buck up. sighz if only i could channel some motivation to studies -.- i wonder really how ppl can get perfect scores for studies and do well in cca... its kinda tough for me man...
acting was okay, hilarious as usual. haha must better learn to control my laughter. somehow i still don't feel at ease with the singing part. the rest im more or less able to get into character. its just the singing. hm need to get over that barrier for a complete performance..
i just realised i tink i got better photographic memory den audio memory. i can play the score which i played 2 yrs ago without much problem, but i cant rmb what ppl say unless its very catchy. nt sure whether its supposed to be a good thing...
tmw is sh bdae... haha writing the card now, tho i tink the design is kinda gged. xD haha alrite must finish the card, im still feeling tired these few days.
ciao
2:46 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
hmm dunno why im feeling so tired these few days, something is wrong with my body. did some sets yesterday but i dun tink its considered siong tho i nearly died haha so i took a break today, fitness trg hasnt been working out well, did only 2 sets this week and ran only 5k on sun at arnd 24mins. hm time to step up on the runs. esp with such nice cooling weather these days.
band prac was okay today, im back to acting, tho this time my role less lines to rmb, haiz less then 2 wks to play... can we make it? esp with the hols ending. need to source out some easy and nice pieces to play..
life's pretty boring for my type of a holiday, sighz nt that i dun want to go out but haha tied down by mom's apron strings. no choice, if i want to go out i'll just have to study a few days den go out once, study a few days go out once. sighz one gd thing abt being older is that you dunnid ur parents permission to go out. =) envy my bro. can dun come bak overnight and no qns asked. lol if it were me, i'll be hanged. -.-
sighz now time to start on homework, just took an 1/2hr nap to regain some energy to read through notes. its going to get bz again soon. i hate studying but when i don't study i don't know what to do. when i study i want to close the book, but after that i don't know what to do again -.- life sucks...
okay time for hw. ciao!
3:15 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
heh thought about quite a few things today, mostly in band nt sure what to say about it. hoping everything will turn out well wif such little time. other than that there's some things which i regret doing. regret that i picked the alternative. but oh wells, no one's to blame. life goes on as it has always been. hope things will proceed smoother after these few concerts.
3:35 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008
Need to set my priorities right. Have been trying to find the right balance for the last year, and though i've been improving, its still has lots of room for me to improve on. But at least im really doing both now instead of having a one-sided affair.
sighz, things seem to be more complicated nowadays, nothing is definite until the last minute, haha at least theres always a few people i can turn to when i've gotta let out some stuff. hugs =)
alrite shall go relax. haha continue with bio tmw ciao!
11:28 PM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Sighz haha new blog, deleted all the old entries... shall start fresh haha
1 term passed, nt sure abt the events that lie ahead, but so far, things have been getting more and more complicated. politics are involved in nearly aspect of this new life... there's a whole lot more rules and regulations which we have to follow. somehow i doubt things will ever be the same as in RI. not that its totally bad, but perhaps im too used to the RI life, carefree and exciting.
band has totally changed. rjc and ri bands are totally different. the atmosphere is just so unband-like. the members hardly talk to each other or try to have some form of communication. it might be true that we're good technically, but that's only one aspect of the word band. heh cant really feel the word band during trgs these days.
its so much colder now, the number of people i can turn to have shrunk drastically. haha class time isnt talking crap anymore, everyone just buries their heads into the books and studies. cliques are formed, exclusive ones. before, you can be in a clique and still interact with others, now, its like they're in a world of their own.
everything and everyone has changed, including me. we're all shadows of what we used to be. im just hoping i don't regret changing.
on the other hand, one happy thing, i ran 10k this wk, shall improve the speed thing slowly, time to add in interval trainings... =)
well, time for bio tutorial, sighz. life revolves arnd work these days. ciao.